Tuesday, April 22, 2003 geex. what's the prob with my classmates? they keep putting bel and me together though they know i dont wanna talk to her. argh. so irritating. putting her sitting behind me was bad enough. now make her call me when they passing message in telephone system. (vienna was laughing like crazy about it as usual.) i mean, i am fine with her as long as i dont have to talk to her. i told sy that i wont mind her being in our 'clique' photo also. just that there is a limit to me 'hanging out' with her lohs.
sebby. sorry sebby. i didnt see it the way you did. meaning i felt that you were totally against me. so since you said you arent then ok loh. you arent. yeah? san is worried that she'll lose a friend like me? she said, she regards me and annabel in the same rank. and jing told me that she gave up on annabel cos she know the situation cant be saved. so is she gonna give up on my friendship too? cos since we are same rank, losing bel and me is like the same thing. no big deal. but obviously i dont want that to happen. cos i am really fine about everything that has happened but she isnt. it take two hands to clap you know. and urm.. in other words, dont i lose a friend too? and i definitely know how it feels. and i know you know too. but seriously, i think the problem lies with me. over-sensitive, overreacted. that's me. seriously, i wash my hands off everyone's problem. but if (i said if!) you need someone to listen and not talk to, feel free to find me. cos i'll listen and keep my huge mouth shut. anytime. i'm here. anws, sebby. didnt know that you still come here. and i am sorry about the word limit thing. read it in another way. you take care.
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